Its more painful for him.

I guess, I was wrong all these while. Thinking I am the victim. The pitiful one.



He feels more pain than I do.



He, as a normal male, possesses an ego greater than anything to show it superficially.



He suffers inside.



He blames himself for the pain.





And I thought I feel more pain because I showed it.





I wish things wouldn't be this complicated. I didn't want any of us to be in so much agony.